I thought we had split up. We have been separated for over 6 months, have an arrangement with the kids, and a financial arrangement in the mean time. She left me for another man, but now she is wanting back with me. It hurt so much when we separated, and I'm not sure I have the emotional energy to get back with her. At the moment I don't feel like having a relationship with anyone? I can't work out in my head whether I love her or hate her for what happened?