I''ve just come home after a 5 hour drive from court in Stoke, where my wife still has full custody of my two children until at least 9th Aug, all because she has made force accusations against me, whatever happened to innocent until proven guilty??
I am so depressed, had to represent myself on my own against a Barrister, as my wife has empted our joint account for the past 2 years, at least.
I believe what you are feeling and me, is a sense of loss & failure and wanting to have the chance to make it all right. Even though we struggle to understand what we did wrong.
It hurts, it''s like dealing with a family loss, in my case as well, 3 of them.
Stay strong, take one day at a time and take pleasure in the small wins.