I really hate these days of hiding away from people who you know want to talk to you....and this is one of those hide away days.
After the ''euphoria'' of walking out of court with two houses..then opening your email to find that one is in real danger of being auctioned off to pay town hall debt...kind of brings you crashing down again.
Finances aside, tomorrow is my lovely Mother-in-law funeral...of which I am party to. The lady who was a huge part of my life for 23 years but sadly blood is thicker than water so I didn''t have any of it for last year, neither did her Grand-daughters.
So tomorrow, my two youngest daughters will go to her funeral and have to face up to the loss of their Grandma but also seeing their father and his third world illegal bride...the father who has cut them out of his life. I want to be with them but for respect of the rest of the family I know I couldn''t go. My eldest daughter refuses to go becasue she doesn''t want to see her father.
I hate this man for being so selfish...he wouldn''t even tell our daughters that their Grandma had died, it was left to his sister.
I hate that man so much...sorry I needed to get this off my chest.
RIP Mum I was missing you already
My MIL died 10 months after my husband left me, I didn''t want to see him but then I thought why shouldn''t I go to the funeral, she was my MIL for 22 years. I didn''t know if the ow would be there luckily she wasn''t. There was a spare seat on the front row next to my husband so I very bravely went and sat next to him, he just asked if I was ok, I said no. It was very painful for me and my family, but I knew it was more difficult for him. I didn''t go to the wake afterwards as I knew it would be to upsetting. If you feel that you want to go sit a few rows from the back then when you are leaving you will be able to leave without having to speak to the funeral party, as they will be speaking to other people first. Chin up keep calm, do what is best for you. It is very very hard, you will get there.
Hey Stingray..really get how you feel, having that hiding day today. Different circumstances but same feeling.... Just got my girl into High Skl after ex blocked it, 8k in debt later & everyone congratulating me, I just wanna hide - I am exhausted & tearful. After 5 years, things still seem to crop up & this skl change certainly did take me by surprise. One bit of advice, watch "Real" Wives of New York, despite "all" they have, riches, beauty.... boy oh boy I am glad for what little I have got. Wouldn''t mind a cluddle and someone to love/love me as exhausting times means I haven''t been in the zone but here''s hoping.
oh, another good one to watch is Judge Judy, to see people bickering about small things, it makes you realise that to just move on and be bigger than the bickering/arguing is best.
All the best of luck to you, lets count our blessings x