I think many of us go through the ''what did we do to deserve this?...surely we don''t deserve this?''.....and of course, we probably don''t.
Look around you in life - we all know the most awful (and lovely) things happen to the underserving.
I try to think of it as we are caught within the jetsam and flotsam of life, and at the moment we are being buffeted by forces that are outwith our control, and we will end up on strange shores that may at first seem hostile. It is what we do from there that will define us.
But, hunker down, and survive the storm first. When the sands stop moving - then you will feel more able to look up and ahead.
For now - you job is to stay alive. There have been days when I have said to myself - my challenge is to stay alive, survive. It is worth it - and you will be a wiser stronger lady for it. But on bad days remember, don''t be cross with yourself. The pain has to be processed. Just ''allow'' it. It is hell - but it will pass. (And come back and pass, for a time - but eventually it will pass.)
I too feel like this. It seems the wicked people get on in this world and the rest take the flack for it.
I try to be nice as I go along in life but it always semms if I do a good deed even a small one it comes back to bite me. However I will not change how I am so will just put up with it and hope one day my luck changes.
Agreed. Those with no morals at face value seem to get away with it and do what they want, and in my experience, the legal system does not punish them for this.
Lets hope what comes around goes around....