Thank you all for your posts, they''ve meant a tremendous amount to me. For those who are experiencing similar pain, big hugs and huge empathy, I am there for you as you''re there for me.
Today has been a rollercoaster. After the shocks of this morning, there have been more upheavals with brief hope of the future I longed for, and another crushing blow when that hope was taken away yet again.
But from this, now, I''ve come to a kind of peace. My head knows now that my marriage has ended, whether I want it or not. It may have to convince my heart a few more times, mind you! From this acceptance of reality, however reluctant, I can move forward.
And you, my lovely wiki friends, have been a rock and an inspiration. I would have caved in without your wise and loving words. Thank you.