I know what you are going through, there is no easy answer but I have learnt that I had to admit. she is gone, I have to get on with my new life.
I cannot stop your pain but I can share it
please keep writing and let us all help you.
Hi Moona. I'm five years on now and two after the actual divorce and I still have dark moments so I don't think your feelings are out of the ordinary. My own recovery is very delicate as I find it hard to cope with occasional bad fortune. So don't beat yourself up, you're completely normal
As I always say . We all different and go at our own pace . If we compare with others we suffer . Especially, if others have it together. Trick is do not compare . Be happy and at peace where we are right now . Accepting that for what is . We are all different . Pain , I guess pretty much the same .