It's all closing in on me, I don't know what to do, I can feel the depression I had for years whilst married creeping back, just simply because I have to think of him.
Him and his solicitor are pressuring me to sign the
divorce petition, but I want to be free of him completely and I won't be until it's decided what happens to the
FMH and I know for a fact he'll never agree any kind of settlement.
I'm told by our son he believes because he's part owner I can't stop him coming here to visit our grandchild (our son & pregnant partner live with me) this has caused arguements between us, so they're currently avoiding me.
I work on average 60 hours a week, am in debt, can't afford a solicitor, son doesn't pay anything toward household expenses, says he'll pay me in a lump sum once he's received a substantial amount of money which STBX unfortunately has control of, naturally he doesn't want me to survive so is delaying it for as long as possible.
Despite the fact stbx has inherited shares in two properties and a thriving business (he doesn't have to work now) he believes the
FMH should be sold and we have half each, of which it is nothing because there's a huge charging order on it for an old debt of his.
I'm in this position because he chose to run off with a woman he'd known for a few weeks, and is no longer with!
Don't know how I'm expected to go on, feel so alone