Well it arrived today. Really not sure how I feel. Still cant tell anyone but it is definitely not as bad as I thought I was going to feel.
Seems weird that after 33 years of being Mrs S im now Mrs ?
Still a mountain of paperwork to sort out, guess thats when I will know its real, when thats all over.
Its been a very long 5 yrs. I am nearly out the other side.
Biggest problem now is he has left off controlling me and started on the kids. Hoping they are going to see him for what he is but dont want them getting hurt.
2018 is going to be my year. Lots of plans, kids moving on and I will be right there for them.
Will fill in the gory details when my head is in the right place but like many have said "if i can do it , anyone can".
2018 will be your year but give yourself time to get your head around it. I'm still working through my list of things to sort after 2 years (obviously they weren't that important but making a list helped).