Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself you were right for me,but felt so lonely in your company
But it was love and it''s an ache i still remember
You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end.Always the end
So when we found we could not make sense
Well you said we could still be friends!!!
As you knew I would never treat my friends the way you treated me so,
Your actions dictated we could not be friends, not now or ever!!!!
I don''t love you or need you
I need to love me and need me
Halfway through that rainbow but will welcome the pot of gold!!!!