I can't make recommendations, but many
will give you a free half-hour of advice. You could prepare a list of questions (after having read all the guides on this site) to save time, then find local sols who will offer free 30 mins and see all of them and see which ones you like the look of.
You are taking the first step, it's a long journey, but you are on your way.
Control freaks feel the need to control because they are afraid at heart. You are much stronger than you know - believe me.