Roller coaster

That has to be the best word to describe this process.

Yesterday I felt calm and optimistic about the future. This morning I am so low and just feel completely empty.

These moments should hopefully become less frequent but when they come it is just so hard.

Have a nice Friday folks.

M.

Hello.
I''m on the same rollercoaster. Sometimes it takes my breath away.
I started it, I was like a charging horse. Now that the adrenaline has ebbed it''s very frightening. Have I made the right decision? Will I always feel like I should have tried harder? That horrible "choice" that I made. 9 out of ten days I''m good, confident and sure it''ll be pk. Then it hits me.
I can''t go back, I must keep my head down and continue. But I don''t like this ride!!
Why did I ever think what I did would end well,?!!

It is hellish.

I am on the other side of the coin from you but I know it is hard whether you were the one to leave or not.

Just keep going....I am sure it will get better.

I hope so! I also hope this site might help me stop feeling like I''m the only one in my boat/on this rollercoaster!

You are most definitely not the only one on the rollercoaster!

This stuff is tough, really tough. I only know it from one side of the fence but I really do appreciate that for your it must be hard as well taking the decision to leave.

None of this is easy. Just post whenever you need to. I have found this place really useful and there are some great people who will be ready to share their experiences.

Chin up.

M.