Everything is too much !
Everything is slowly deteriorating, the house is falling to bits, sbtx did everything when it came to DIY. Everything is overwhelming me at the minute. Washing is mounting up, washing line is broken, and I can't hang it out. The toilet is broken. I have a junk room I can't get into as I keep shoving everything in. I am totally exhausted and tired and alone. I lost 2stone when it first happened and at least a stone is back on so I feel big and frumpy even though I am lighter than I was. I was always called lazy by him, if things weren't spotless and that's how I feel now, I can't get motivated. I am just sick of cleaning and washing and cooking and shopping and working and the bloody hard slog. The kids don't see him and so I have no time off. I ferry the kids here there and everywhere and I just don't know how I am going to keep this up. Friends definitely have had enough of rallying. I just can't pull myself together. His solicitor is not responding to mine so after the judge threw out the Nisi I am no further forward. I know everyone says things get better, I am over two years now and I am just stuck in limbo. Sorry for this, but I feel worse than I did a year ago. WB