I've felt crap today, deep depressive mood. Being back here has helped me a little but the posts of those going through separation and divorce bring back dreadful memories. I've responded to a few posts from people in despair which I find a little rich given how I feel but that's how I am, I can dissociate myself from my worries in order to get by and appear "normal". Very few things in my life provide me with any joy, I bought a house last year and sometimes wonder why I bothered, I've a new bathroom installed, so what?, I'm having a new kitchen and can hardly be bothered choosing the worktops. I'm so apathetic. I go to work every day and have to manage a team but it bores me so much. I tried dating sites in order to get out there and meet people and meet people I did but most dates ended by being told I was a really nice guy with a great smile and impeccable manners but no thanks. Nice guys never get the girl, women prefer scoundrels. Anyway, I'm off dating now, not for me and I'm fed up being told I'm nice!