Hi,
Am new to this site and having read alot of the stories they make me very sad, unlike most of the stories about husbands affairs and how they are acting badly, well I am one of theose husbands who has been labelled a liar , I had an affair online with a girl I have only met 3-4 times on business but my wife found some explicit emails from me to her and thought I was having an affair in I guess in some ways I was and do not blame my wife one bit As I would of assumed the same. She has gone to the solicitor yesterday and I'm terrified, we have a 9 month girl and a 4 year old boy who are my life and love them more than I could ever put into words and the thoughtt of not seeing them everyday is killing me , and I love my wife and would do anything in the world to put time back... now your probaly thinkin well its my own stupid fault...your right it is and hate myself for it. I will probaly lose eveything I have ever wanted (I am 35yrs old) . I am usually a very strong person both physically and emotionally but am finding it very dificult to deal with what I have done and can't blame anyone else for it.