Shaking as I write this as on Monday will be seeing the OW at a meeting that she has now been invited to, which I feel agrieved about as she only got to the position she is now in by sleeping with my STBX and managing g to ruin my marriage, I can imagine her smirking away and I honestly dont know how I will manage to go through the day without commiting murder. Expecially when I know how hard I worked to get to my position and some others just sleep their way to the top and nothing happens to them. Is there any justice in this world?
Well I survived somewhat but with great difficulty, I had to keep holding onto the pebble and feeling somehow less stressed as it represented all off you and I did not feel so alone, okay I broke the bank and bought expensive shoes and perfume, but it made me feel good and I can honestly say I looked better than her. I stared as instructed in the distance, just above her had and she looked down, and as soon as the meeting was over she took off, which was great for me as I was dying to go to the loo, but did not want to be the first to leave.
Had a large and larger gin and suffered for it the next day, bur glad I did not crumble.
By the way keeping the pebble on my dresser as a reminder that I am not alone.
Same here, I hope it was bearable. It's done now, another thing you don't have to worry about. First time always the hardest, just hope there is not too many and I hope you had her running scared x x x